Moving on....

The heart is numb from so much pain
The trust you gave you want to gain
You ask yourself why it had to happen
Enjoying heaven, now in hell all of a sudden.

You wish it will go away
for some time, looks like it will stay.

Someone you care for so dearly
Has done damage severely.
Despite it all you chose to forgive
when you had a choice to go and leave.

Big part of you would like to believe
but sometimes you ask if you're a fool to believe.
You don't get tired, still you give
because you know that's how to live.

You never had a clue.
You thought all was true.

You should have known better
from his past that was bitter.
Despite that, you love and trust
because you know it's a must.

Fear you feel at the moment
because you know of what can happen.

You are not perfect!
You know that fact!
You also know that you just loved too much
and you don't deserve to be treated as such.

Things happen for a reason
Because you know in your heart there is a lesson.
Now you wish you're over it
but you know it's not easy to forget.

You just wish he'll be patient and understand
thus, will offer you a helping hand.
You forgave because he was deeply sorry.
Hope he knows that it is a process and you cannot hurry.

Everyday becomes lighter.
Each day you deal with it better.
You've accepted the act, now you face a different battle.
Learning to trust and be at peace again that's what you'll tackle.

What has happened you can't undo.
Accepting it is what you can do.
If you decide to love still then you should fight
for sooner or later you'll see the light.

At the end of the day, things will be ok and you will move on.....