ANDRE
It's been 2 days since I arrived in Manila. Still couldn't get enough sleep. Can't seem to get it right just yet. Three hours difference makes a huge difference somehow. I'm supposed to be with my sister at the airport to pick up mum but I asked to be left behind to catch up with my sleep...but I'm up again. I wonder how I'd manage when I'm back in Sydney, especially when I'd be at work the following day...I know, I'll be a zombi1e!
Being home once again is just a wonderful feeling. Actually, there are just two things I miss about home...family and shopping!!! The rest, I can do without. I've spent the last two days just being domisticated. Been spending a lot of quality time with Andre. It's amazing how he remembers me and feels so close to me even after a year of not seeing each other. He seems to be very familiar of me still. He prefers that I'd look after him more than his nanny. I've been feeding and giving him a bath because he doesn't want anyone else to do it for him but me! He's been sleeping beside me for the last two nights now. Andre cannot sleep at night without his mum beside him...for some reason, he doesn't mind being away from mum for the last few nights. Just today, we went to the mall to go shopping for clothes for a party we have to go to tomorrow. I was seperated from them for a few hours since I had to do my own shopping. Andre was doing tantraums at the mall coz he was looking for me. My sister's now scared that when I leave, she'll have a hard time with Andre. He actually wants to come with me to Australia so he can meet Hi-5 and Wiggles....he loves them! I wish I can take him though! Andre is very much like my own son. He is my weakness.. I love him so much. I love how he makes me feel good...his tight hugs and sweet kisses and constantly telling me that he loves me, thanks me for the things I'd do for him. Just the geniune appreciation you get from him, the happiness you see in his eyes makes me really high! Andre makes me convince that I can be a good mum one day. I kinda feel guilty though coz I haven't spent much time with dad because of Andre. He just makes me wanna drop everything!
It's been 2 days since I arrived in Manila. Still couldn't get enough sleep. Can't seem to get it right just yet. Three hours difference makes a huge difference somehow. I'm supposed to be with my sister at the airport to pick up mum but I asked to be left behind to catch up with my sleep...but I'm up again. I wonder how I'd manage when I'm back in Sydney, especially when I'd be at work the following day...I know, I'll be a zombi1e!
Being home once again is just a wonderful feeling. Actually, there are just two things I miss about home...family and shopping!!! The rest, I can do without. I've spent the last two days just being domisticated. Been spending a lot of quality time with Andre. It's amazing how he remembers me and feels so close to me even after a year of not seeing each other. He seems to be very familiar of me still. He prefers that I'd look after him more than his nanny. I've been feeding and giving him a bath because he doesn't want anyone else to do it for him but me! He's been sleeping beside me for the last two nights now. Andre cannot sleep at night without his mum beside him...for some reason, he doesn't mind being away from mum for the last few nights. Just today, we went to the mall to go shopping for clothes for a party we have to go to tomorrow. I was seperated from them for a few hours since I had to do my own shopping. Andre was doing tantraums at the mall coz he was looking for me. My sister's now scared that when I leave, she'll have a hard time with Andre. He actually wants to come with me to Australia so he can meet Hi-5 and Wiggles....he loves them! I wish I can take him though! Andre is very much like my own son. He is my weakness.. I love him so much. I love how he makes me feel good...his tight hugs and sweet kisses and constantly telling me that he loves me, thanks me for the things I'd do for him. Just the geniune appreciation you get from him, the happiness you see in his eyes makes me really high! Andre makes me convince that I can be a good mum one day. I kinda feel guilty though coz I haven't spent much time with dad because of Andre. He just makes me wanna drop everything!
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