Looking back, I cannot recall any instance when he ever asked me what he can do to make things better or make me feel better. All I can remember was his demand for me to change so that the relationship will work. He'd always tell me he's not gonna change therefore I should change. Isn't it just one way? His last line to me was...it's not me it's you. How one-sided was that? How selfish was that? I just shut up when I heard that since there was no point arguing with someone who's ignorant about what he does to other people. I thought in that instance I think I knew better. I knew deep inside that it wasn't just me who contributed to make this relationship a failure.

My only frustration is I wish I could have made a difference in his life, but I don't think I did. I'm just one of those girls he walked away from. But anyway, I know I'll move on...well, I'm moving on. I know there's a lot more instore for me. I'm ready to meet people and start all over again. I know it won't be long until I find that Mr. Right. I gave so much love and despite that, there's still a lot of love left which I'm able to give for the next person.

Sometimes I wonder why this time I didn't feel devastated nor miserable after the break up. I think I know why...because it was the right decision.