I wish I was brought up within a calm and peaceful roof...no fights every other day. No emotional roller coaster ride....look at me now, the desire to correct things within me is there...it has always been there. But I don't know how I'd do it...it's in my system. I'm not a bad person....I just need support to help me through it rather than be abandoned because of it. It's not my fault why I have become what I've become...it was circumstance. I was just a product of two incompatible individuals....it's sad coz now I'm paying the price.