Friday, December 07, 2007

One day, I know, I'll find someone who'll complement me. I don't deny I've got issues, but so as everyone else. I know he's out there, waiting for me. He's the one who truly accepts me, who truly is fond of me despite my shortcomings. I know I definitely have something to offer, contrary to what someone has claimed about me. Obviously, he didn't see it in me. He was busy looking at my faults rather than looking at a bigger picture. My sister once told me....when you're in a relationship, you're supposed to be feeling good about yourself....well, I felt the opposite. I witnessed how my self esteem was just crushed into pieces, how my confidence just went downhill. He made me feel that I was incapable of handling a relationship. It came to a point where I felt more confident without him than around him...I never seemed to do anything right with him.

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Blogger Giselle "Hinata" Ascott said...

Don't you find it funny that no one ever comments on anyone else's blog? You'd be amazed by the menagerie of other unanswered blogs you can find by simply pressing the "next blog" button.

Well that's what led me to your blog and listen honey. You're believing in the right thing. You're talking to a shy, socially awkward, big girl, who somehow got lucky and found a guy who loves her for everything she is. People like you and I, we're distant stars. People don't really notice how bright we can shine unless they look very closely. Which doesn't make us any less worth knowing, it just takes a little more effort which sadly most people don't like taking the time for. But believe me honey, as long as you know that you're worth a better person who you will feel absolutely comfortable around, then you're halfway there. Most women (with co-dependance issues) would go running back to that other guy and beg them to stay with them, even going as far as saying "You don't have to love me, just please don't leave me." You're already alot further than those other women.
There is a person for everybody out there, a nice person who'll be like your best friend who likes to kiss you too. Everyone deserves that and as long as you remain true to yourself, that person will come along one day and love you for it.
Don't give up honey!

11:35 AM  

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