Ever since I can remember, I've always have looked up to her. She guided and protected me. I have always confided in her. I knew she knew better about life than me. She has always influenced me. But for the first time, she screwed up...really big time! I left, also to get away from her shadow. I realize, it's hard to escape from that shadow, I make decisions in my life but unconsciously I felt the need to conform to what's proper by her. I need to be myself...need to remember that we're different. Let it be a lesson for me that I should trust my own judgement, that she's not always right. It's time that I should think of myself first before anything else. Because at the end of the day, it's just me, myself and I who would put up with the difficulties. Now, I have nothing and I'm stuck.