Sometimes I wonder, what did I do so bad to deserve to be in this situation? My only fault is that I am selfless. I give and give and give to people I care for. Is that a sin? I don't ask for any in return but just the acknowledgement and appreciation from her.

I'd want to hate her, but I just can't. I love her to death. She's found a solution for her situation, but what about me? I was just left in mid air....all she can say is she's sorry. But there's nothing she can do to make things better for me. She has no idea how lonely it is to be alone coz she was never alone.

All my hard work just went all to waste.